She feels like she's never seen...

I have to decide like, today, which uni i want to go to or they all get rejected by 9th may. How do you decide where you want to spend the next 3 years of your life? What if you make the wrong decision? It’s so difficult, im torn between two places and I genuinely don’t know which is the best option. Once I’ve confirmed them there’s no going back. I fine myself doubting everything, the course I’ve chosen, whether its going to be too late to get any good accommodation etc. I hate making even the smallest of decisions and this is a massive deal. I don’t like growing up and having to be responsible.

I wish for one birthday it was just simply a good day, where nothing goes wrong. But it seems like there’s always something that annoys me, even if it isn’t for long. Today my sisters had a massive fight, one wouldn’t even say happy birthday or write a card for me, my friend is in a mood and has snapped at me a couple of times but there’s been one thing particularly that’s annoyed me. I went to buy my ID earlier, filled in the form and whatever, paid for it and before it got to the page to print it off, it said ‘internet explorer cannot display the webpage’, so i didn’t get the form to print but its taken the £30 out of my bank for it. -.- I’ve emailed them so hopefully it’ll be sorted within the next couple of days.
Im going to a Chinese restaurant for a meal and then drinks at whetherspoons with some friends later so hopefully that’ll be good! I can buy my first legal drink! :)